Mr. Teddy Bear's not gone, but I hid him in the bottom of my closet without sunlight and of the light of my affection for him. I hate him. I don't talk to him anymore. Because I learned at school that inanimate things do not talk, I thought he was just mute. No. He had this unopened smile, and I stitched it because I was angry of him for not answering me back. So technically I muted him because he was playing mute. I guess he deserved it. And yeah I stole my mom’s needle from her box.
I don’t eat lollipops anymore. My dentist yesterday told me they’re bad for my teeth. He said tiny monsters are going to dig up caves, called cavities, in my teeth because they want to share with my lollipop. I am scared of monsters! Under-the-bed-monsters, much more tiny ones! Ekkk!
Brownie is my remaining playmate. We cuddle together. But he’s not icky because he’s toilet-trained. Yes. He’s an intelligent dog. He’s really playful he even fetches me things! Like when I say; Go Brownie go! Fetch me my sneakers, we’ll be jogging outside! And then he runs out of my room he never ever left me finish talking! He’s a bright doggie, because he knows what I am going to say. Mom calls it “dog’s intuition”. I don’t know what intuition means. I asked my teacher at school what it means (because my mom said it’s hard to explain it to ‘kids’) but teacher said it’s a thing to learn next year. Grownups sometimes don’t share things to people. I don’t know why. Buzzkill.
It’s almost my birthday. It’s the 3rd of May that’s next month. I asked that from mum yester night before going to bed. She read me stories before going to bed and leaves after I doze off (because I am scared of under-the-bed-monsters). My favorite is The Little Prince. I don’t get tired listening to it. I don’t know why. I guess people have their own set of favorites like Mr. Teddy Bear; I used to play house with him but not anymore. He’s no longer in my favorites list and he’s not invited to my birthday party. But I’m giving him my fruity lollipops because I don’t eat them anymore. Some of my lollipops have gums inside them. They’re really delicious.
Its 6 days before my 15th birthday and I am so excited! I am going to sleep early tonight because I’m writing invites in the morning. I’m inviting my second bestfriend Ron, Teach, my Bestfriend Brownie (I’ll let him taste my favorite Ube ice cream) and Mum. I’m thinking about inviting some of my classmates. Well, most of them are mean to me. I’ll think about them in the morning. Okei. Let me count sheeps now. Bye.
